I think I might have a form of Alzheimer's disease. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of my awakened slumber and I look around and think to myself, where have I been and how the hell did I get here. I woke up again today. It was sad to realize that I have made it so far asleep, what have I missed. Where would I be now if I hadn't allowed myself to doze off, disappear and give up control.