Does admitting and accepting that you are socially awkward make you less awkward? I sure hope so.
I had a wonderful day. Woke up, walked to the church, watched T baptize a beautiful girl. Met with Carrie in a yum yum cafe and ate pumpkin waffles for lunch (I will say New York really does have the most amazing food)...mmmm. Carrie and Erik came over, Carrie and I snuggled and napped on the couch, Erik and Travis played PS3. I napped some more and met up with some girlies in Brooklyn at a hip bar where I felt very uncool while everyone around me was so cool and hip. I ate tacos from a bus (delish), walked to Jen's place and watched 2 episodes of family guy. I will admit Family Guy is one of my favorite show, it's crude and gross but it can make me laugh louder than anything else can. It was a good day.
I'm back now. Feet hurt. Hungry again. Always hungry.
Well, I still feel like a directionless soul, I pray God will give me direction so I can plant my roots and get to work on living again. Though being laid off really blew for a while I now have empathy and sympathy for all those who have lost their jobs, this is something I wouldn't have been able to really understand. I feel so blessed to have had a financial cushion, I can't imagine being one with a family to provide for. Keep those people in your prayers. Let's hope that things will come back together sooner than later.
I really miss maxie pad.