and me /
I had to share this. Check out my belly, it's really sad but not much has changed with me. I still like to eat like there is no tomorrow.
Genes /
Camping Magic /
Last weekend T flew into town. Tracy, mom, T and I took a quick trip to Moab for some camping fun. While all the camps surrounding us were beerin' it up we had fun in our own way.
Tracy's brilliance produced these two gems, I am so proud to call him my friend.
So this is love... /
Hayley and JT /
One Million Billion Pictures /
Ummm.... Maybe I am bias but I must have the cutest nephew and niece.
These are rad... They wanted in so bad. Once again I can't help but think of my brother T and me as kids when I am around these two.
Tonight Oliver snuggled up to me before he went to bed and he said, "Jess, why are you leaving tomorrow?" I told him that I had to go back home to take of things, then he said, " but Jessica I love you so much."
Oh how I will miss them.
Dear Lord, Please send me a jet so I can be everywhere at once.
Art is cool, Charlotte is too /
Yesterday I worked with a super talented designer in San Diego who recently designed some kick-A furniture. Unfortunately I can't post what we shot for a while but I will just say it is awesome and I want her designs. Above is a little detail I shot that doesn't show the furniture...
Below are some portraits of the designer of Moditure, Charlotte. We snapped these after the shoot at the beach. She is truly beautiful, talented and amazing.
Charlotte and her partner. I thought the little blondie poking his head out was funny.
Coming to an end.... /
I have been in Southern California for the past week or two (not sure anymore). It has been so wonderful, I thought I was over this place but I have fallen in love again. I guess I will just have to get some more work out here...
I drive home with some dudes on Thursday, it will be nice to see my dog again, I hope he doesn't hate me for ditching him.
oh well.
peace.
I drive home with some dudes on Thursday, it will be nice to see my dog again, I hope he doesn't hate me for ditching him.
oh well.
peace.
Friday Afternoon /
PHONE /
My phone stopped working and I had to restore it, I lost all my numbers. Please contact me with your numbers so I can have them... Thanks
My little thoughts make little splashes in my head /
The best part of being self-employed is the freedom to just go...
It's a freedom that can be dangerous if one is not in the right state of mind. It can be hard to be self-motivated, to spend the days in solitude, to worry if and how the bills will be payed, to fight slothfulness and discouragement. I am still trying to find my balance.
I am 700 miles away from home and I am still at the "office".
Well...
I have been at the brothers for a few days now, I have to say the highlights have been with the kids, I understand sacrifice because of them, I understand why mothers give up careers because of them. For the past while now I have been very cynical about marriage and children, I have viewed my friends as crazy and naive for have children etc... But my little bubble of self-centeredness has been softened because of them. I have been sleeping on the top bunk in the kids room, I fall asleep to the noises of Oliver quietly sleep-talking to himself about chicken nuggets, nintendo and names of those he knows and the random suction from Abby's binki between snores. I wake up to them calling my name over and over for me to wake up, and then the banter between the two of them starts, Abby will boss Oliver around and Oliver will make taunt Abby while she still behind crib bars. Yesterday I was driving with Oliver and he randomly says, "Jessica, you are my friend". That made my week. Sometimes we have wars about who can say "I love you more", I let him win. I love them because they are so pure and honest.
Tuesday was today /
Miss Kelly and I went to the Griffith Observatory this afternoon. I was shocked and disappointed in myself for not exploring the park a million times while I lived in LA. I thought for a long time about how silly I am for always trapping myself in bubbles. I guess I figure when I am living somewhere that there will always be tomorrow to see what there is to see. I love Kelly for promoting adventures. She is always up for exploring, museum slumming, shows, walks and most importantly seeking out the best food around with me. Thanks Kelly.
I have grown fond of photographing peoples homes lately. This is Kelly and Marc's place in Atwater Village. Blue kitchen with pink tile countertops and a drying rack.
The wall of photos and the green couches we all know so well.
I like finding the little charming bits of people and their spaces.
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WAR PAINT /
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"Hey.... You.... Guys...."
Emily, I am hungry, let's go get some lunch.
Kelly, The Getty is closed today, let's go tomorrow.
Mom, be safe driving and I love you.
Oliver, thanks for asking me to sing to you last night so you could feel better.
Kat, your baby is beautiful.
Hillary, thanks for having me over for so long, I know I am a burden.
Claire, thanks for watching Max, sorry he is such a butt.
Michelle, I am in town but not forever.
Dave C, we will have dinner.
Dad, I will see you soon.
Ash, get some sleep.
Faubus, let's make some money.
World, send me a laptop with cs4.
Diet coke, stop teasing me.
Disneyland, I want to visit soon.
Travis, sell my camera for me.
Mel, let's pick-up on skinny boys at the beach this weekend.
Utah, be good.
D, miss you.
Jess, take shower.
Kiddos are the Kutest /
ZOE /
The Sun in my hair /
I have been obsessed with the blossoms if you haven't noticed.
D offered to take the camera from my hands while I was trying to get a nice sunburst to blast through my hair and she took these photos of me below. I will admit, I hate getting my photos taken, I get awkward, fidgety, and I end up making the most horrible faces but I kinda like these ones... I think it is because I thought she was trying to take close-ups of my hair like I had asked. Thanks D.







This last one is my favorite.
I like these memories /
All day D carried my old notebooks around with us and read them... we had some good laughs, especially about the entries I wrote while on Ambien. My thoughts were awesomely raw, maybe one day I will post one for all to enjoy.